Morning Debreif - from defiance to non violence

With yesterday‘s evening discussion there’s a renewed sense of possibility and a vision for what can be, though it’s grounded and there’s more of an understanding of the impossibility and how much effort it will take to actually transform.

Personally, I’m coming to realizing how much I underestimate my ego, using the cover of being a good person. But it’s a thin layer right and underneath is this continuous feeling of defiance as well as internal conflict. My effort is to witness this, see how it’s destroying everything I come in contact with, and do my best to uphold non violence.