An observation on the nature of self, the self of another, or the all

The duality of the self makes it about itself or about another who is usually making it about themselves
Which is ultimately self supporting — of one self or another’s self

In my observation of my own thoughts, inwardly I catch myself making it about myself, but outwardly I project I’m making it about the other
I think this is out of guilt of making it about myself inwardly I make it about the other outwardly and that’s the compensation, the movement of duality and the self

Perhaps a narcissistic person makes it about themselves inwardly and outwardly, there’s no guilt or consideration of the other
So they’re actually unsplit in that sense and why a narcissistic person achieves material success for themselves, as they aren’t torn between the inner and outer

Maybe to have this split of inward making it about oneself and outward making it about the other is important cause it is the personal catalyst and conflict for us to begin to turn within and inquire

My consideration of only the other is false because it’s without seeing the whole, considering only the other as a cover and appeasing to only my projection of the other, not the actual other in consideration of all or the whole

Awareness is the natural consideration of all and in that every action is neither for the self nor the other (which is the self of the other and still the self), every action is for the all, the more, one with creation and existence

In writing this I see how self oriented it is, though perhaps relatable for another to reflect for themselves if they see this movement within and without as well