Robin's sadhana

I want to embrace the SatGuru's sight over me that there is much more to me than the disorganised impulsive mess that I see. To become free of being affected by my bodily urges. To exercise much more and get fit. To figure out how to live myself out despite the limitations in myself and my situation, so the river can dissolve into the ocean, and I become able to help the world to a much greater degree. To learn and get more complicated things done, instead of going in circles with repetitive work and bad habits. And to observe myself, purify myself through the ABC, learn how to let my base energy flow beyond the third chakra so I can live in love and spiritual intuition, and to learn to just be without condemning myself. And to allow this for everybody else as well.