Disciple Diaries

From Living The Transformation retreat, Master has asked us to log our diaries. to share the struggle we’re working through for others to reference and learn from as well.

Disciple Diaries

Disciple Diaries

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Simply watching me
Simply watching me
To be finished with the old, done with the past
Allow the unknown, beyond what is known as me
Embrace the new, more, may what can be comes to be

What can change, changes
That which doesn't change, be still
Do what's mine to do

Give the beast what it wants what it needs
Tame it master it
Not buying it

Simply paying attention
What is at demand
Arise awaken to more

Watch how the I defends, fights and proves
Stay with what I don't know __
Until what knows __ knowing takes over

by TP Skymmer

• 6 days, 2 hours ago

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Sitting with people - Maria, Jude and Chet teachers on the path?
It has been a year now since Master asked me "what I do" with the people I work with in my profession as a psychiatric nurse and I answered something to the effect that" sometimes all I can do is sit silently with them." Silence was a treatment modality when I did my nurses training and I think it has been for me professionally and personally one of the most effective ways of communication.
I began trying to understand how to communicate with patient's without words when I watched the distress of a woman who had PTSD from being in …
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by Karen Sherbina

• 3 months, 1 week ago

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Sitting and reflection
Occasionally science and medicine refers to the field.
The graphics of the field here is simple and beautiful.
I sit and rlefext on how Masters work help us restore the distortions that have created misalignment in physical and mental parts of ourself.

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by Karen Sherbina

• 3 months, 1 week ago

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Staying Present
I have been observing my rejection of what is, my fate, my demand, and wondering how to meet it rightly, in ABC. Today I was able to remember not to take life too seriously and, was able to rise and meet my biological fear and stay more present during conflict and not to be molded by the external environment -How to stay the same before during and after. How to show up in conflict, existing and not to be persuaded to quit me… Today by some grace, I was able to remember not to take it too seriously, (even when …
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by Lori Brown

• 3 months, 3 weeks ago

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Insights during Living in transformation retreat
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by Wei Wei

• 4 months, 3 weeks ago

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The Illusion of Special
The Illusion of Special
Since young I was trained by most around me and my environment to see me as special, expectional, the one. I drank the koolaide , so much so that I started selling the koolaide to everyone I come in contact with. Everyone I look at I look down on, needing many kicks in a day to confirm I’m better than everyone. Spreading this disease that others are less and provoking them to want to be special too.

It’s resulted in living a meaningless life, missing the beauty in everyone and everyday living. Where I have nothing to offer other than …
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by Andrew Fayad

• 4 months, 4 weeks ago

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What I am constructing!
I am constructing a life holding rightly my disciplehood, the more and celebration of fulfillment and existence for myself and all. May my marriage, master’s creations and all projects I am supporting for the betterment of humanity be expressions of this construction. I Am. You Are. We Are.

by Eric Gauthier

• 5 months ago

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Constructing a Field of Flow
My creation is a field for flow, for being.

Master has asked me to trust, to flow, to allow myself to be big, to fill the room, and to go worldwide.

This will take some time... but for now I notice...

When I am, life happens
When I am seated in my body, anything I wish for comes to be
When I surrender to this, I flow -- living in creation

When I carry this state, and create a space for others, my personal field, the field of the other, and the field of the group may get amplified

To …
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by Aisha Gauthier

• 5 months ago

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The inquiry: what am I constructing?
What I am constructing is to wear my size and take a therapist role that when I sit with people in therapy, I can support them understand, process, learn and heal.

by Wei Wei

• 5 months ago

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Construction
In the small group discussion of this exercise I realized that through the ability to be present to the field that holds the body I am sharing a way to construct a house for being.
Sherbina Construction

by Karen Sherbina

• 5 months ago

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Insights from the Living The Transformation Retreat
Master says, only in attempting to do the impossible, the self can be dismantled. What is your struggle?Do it at a world class level.

For myself, I take care of babies all day because it keeps the sacred alive for me and I feel safe enough to put the self down. It’s also why love being around Master - I can bow. Which my being desperately wants to do.

But that’s now what I’ve been groomed for. I’ve been groomed by my family, my upbringing, my environment to be in control. So with Master I am both terrified because I …
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by Ashika Morgan

• 5 months, 3 weeks ago

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